So the last few weeks have been "not too good!"Pain has been really bad and been on my crutches for about a month, I will not use my wheel chair unless it looks funky at least, but I would rather not get it out from the cupboard at all. I have been getting Dizzy now when I put my arms up or sometimes if I look up slightly too much, So how have I dealt with it??? by moaning and feeling sorry for myself. I am probobly drinking too much too, at least I can sometimes blame my dizziness and wobbles on something else for a change!. But I have been there before. Once an addict always an addict.(maybe I will discuss that at a later date) And I feel with EDS, Chronic pain syndrome etc you are not really left with much of a choice what with being on so many types of medications.
On a good note I went to the Prodigy concert, Pendulum were there amongst other bloody awesome artists. I had a couple of real special friends there with me too, it reminded me of the good ole days, but at 1 point I did get upset when my friend asked someone to just note I was there and he replied " I didnt expect there to be an obsticle there" I dont suppose he meant to upset me , but it did and I teared up for a very brief minute...but NOOOO you will not get me down!! ignorance is bliss eh!
I had a great time with some great people. You know who you are guys. x thank you.
And thank you to my man Paul who has been exceptionally patient with my lately. I love you hun x